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Friday, 11 December 2009

  • In places no one could find, all your feelings so deep inside.

    If i could ask God just one question, why aren't you here with me.
    Someday we'll know.

    Day one i guess. It's been crazy. My distractions are working, but the tiny spaces that are free, yes i somehow find myself thinking back about you. omg. THIS SOUNDS SO RETARDED and i'm getting damn annoyed. just what the fuck is going on. seriously. but i guess i've just been having alot on my mind lately, well, kinda. i mean, now. Everyone's like saying that blah blah, about how i should figure it out and stuff. I mean, i would. if i could. ahhh, okay i don't know what to do okay.

    Anyway, BTW, i think i'm getting a new blog. hahahaha, SORRY XANGA. Hello TUMBLR. (: hahahaha. sorry, i know i said this would be my distraction, but i'm changing it. HAHAHAHA. k so maybe i'll continue this theree. (: but i haven't confirmed my URL yet, so i'll blog it likeee, laterrr.

Thursday, 10 December 2009

  • I'm trying to wrap my mind around this whole thing but i just can't seem to. So what am i gonna do now?

    Hi world. I think i'm going crazy. I guess this is gonna be my new escape. Kinda weird, and although there's so much more out there, friends and stuff, i feel like nothings gonna save me. well one thing's for sure that i'm crazy, cause i don't know why the fuck i'm crying. And when i was on the phone, i suddenly remembered the most retarded person to remember ever. what the hell, why must you fucking spoil everything in my life! OMG.

    so yes, it weird. i honestly don't even know why i'm so affected this time. i kinda scares me. omg asshole made me cry, stooopid. So its pretty crazy and strange. but yeah, i really think i'm crazy. and i'm still trying to find out what the hell is wrong with me. its so weird cause i've never felt this way ever. like no matter who's leaving. not even people who very clearly meant alot to me. :/ this is driving me crazy. So what am i to do noww. hello distractions. you'll be my new bestfriend for the next 17 days.

    Right now, i feel so empty.

Tuesday, 24 November 2009

  • Thought the chances to meet somebody like you were a million to one.

    I don't know how i ended up having a friend like you. if you're a bitch 95% of the time, and only 5% you're a real person. then i've had it with you and your bullshit cause you're just not worth my time.

    NOW EVEN A GAME IS MORE IMPORTANT.

    kbye.

Sunday, 01 November 2009

  • Your memories turn to dust.


    K so anyway, it kinda sucks now, like i don't know what the fuck is happening. but its like i'm losing control of everything. and its really making me go crazy. and as much as i try to get over it. and as much as i forget about it, it somehow just keeps coming back. i swear, my mind's like fucking screwing up everything. omfgg.

    but anyway, there's like something superrr major that i like kinda needa tell someone about. well, i kinda wanna tell kristian about, but idont'know. seems kinda impossible with what's happening now? ahhh whatthefuck.


    kkkk i can't finish gonna see grandmaaa now. bye

Monday, 26 October 2009

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